Burned Out on a Beautiful Wednesday

Who came up with the idea that working five days a week, 8 hour days, was a good thing?

This girl is burned out from being in this office for most of the week.

Any suggestions on how to get over this feeling of monotony and boredom, along with the feelings of despair and fatigue?

WAIT!

I shouldn’t be like this today!  It’s Wednesday and I am supposed to provide wonderful observations to get us through the rest of the week!  Oh no – I am failing on the task here!  Hmmm, let’s see what I can give you . . .

My bed was warm.  I loved it.  I did not want to get out of it.

Ok – that’s what I got.

WAIT!  THAT’S NOT ALL OF IT!

I did get a free chicken biscuit from Chick-fil-a today, so THAT was awesome!  Free food is always a good thing – don’t you agree?  Also, the weather is GORGEOUS today . . . which makes me sad that I am inside a building all day.

STOP IT!

The negativity slithered its way in again.  MUST STOP THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS!

One more thing to add to the good thoughts:  my brother is coming home this week from college for his fall break.  So, despite all the negative thoughts, that is definitely one GREAT thing I have to look forward to this week.

Have a great day, and don’t let the negative feelings and thoughts ruin your week!  We can do this!

-Ruby

Bookworm Status: Saying goodbye is never easy when it is the characters you love . . . and other news

Photo credit - Ruby Middleton 10-7-14It’s here . . .

The last book in the Heroes of Olympus series.  I am excited, nervous and not quite sure if I should start this one yet.  As soon as my calendar reminded me that today was the day, I knew I was going to the bookstore right after work.  There was no waiting around for this one – I had to have it today.  Now, that I have it in my hand, I am dealing with the dilemma of not wanting this particular world, this series, to end.  To put it all in one statement:  I don’t want to say goodbye.

You know the saying – all good things must come to an end.  Well, I think I may wait around to end this world.  This is the second time I have had to say goodbye to Percy Jackson and friends.  The first time, when the Percy Jackson and The Olympians series ended, I was not aware that Rick Riordan was going to create another series. I was so heartbroken and sad to say goodbye to the characters. So, imagine my surprise that the second series comes out, and I am again immersed in the world of Percy Jackson, along with new characters from both camps (Roman – Camp Jupiter, Greek – Camp Half-Blood).  Now, I have to say goodbye again.  Sigh – saying goodbye NEVER gets easier.

On the note of endings, I found out that next month, the Naruto manga is ending.  Why?  Why so many goodbyes? I have been watching the anime, and am planning to read the manga.  Now, I know this world is also coming to an end.  I have a lot of catching up to do, but when I do come to end of this (the anime and the manga), my heart will be broken again.

I know we have all seen the below picture so many times, but it fits how I am feeling right now:

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In other book related news:

*I went to my first book club last week!  Of course I will write about that.  You know I have to write about my new experiences!  The book we read was Eleanor and Park.  It was awesome!  Look out for that post.

*This past weekend, I went to visit my brother in college.  One of the places he took me to . . . was the library.  It was so big!  I was not expecting it to be that huge.  We did not go on all the floors because I felt everyone was getting bored, walking around and staring at books that they probably see on a daily basis (you know, college life).   I do plan to go back there and explore more.

*This Saturday, I will be at the . . .  WIZARDING WORLD OF HARRY POTTER!  This woman-child is so excited!  Yes, I called myself a woman-child and I am ok with that.  Not only am I going to a theme park, but I am going to one based on Harry Potter.  Yep – I am going to be child for a day.

*I am applying for a position at the library here in town, and I AM SO NERVOUS!  This could be a life-changing event for me, but I am not going to get my hopes up.  The best I can do is apply and see what happens.  One of my co-workers said to me that you will not know if you are qualified if you do not apply at all.  Well, I am applying!

That is all the news I have to share.  Night time has fallen, and it is time for bed.  Sorry for being out for a week – I had a lot going on (but that is still no excuse, I know.  Don’t yell at me!).  I will get back to my regular schedule this week.  Have patience with me, puh-lease!

Until we meet again tomorrow, sleep well and have wonderful, fantastic dreams of peace and love :-)

-Ruby

A Book Lover’s Perfect Night

The air is cool, and night has arrived.

My apartment is quiet, and I am alone.

I am wrapped up in a blanket, with my favorite socks on my feet.

A book and a cup of coffee are waiting for me on my end table.

Yes, this is the life for me.

No drama, no noise, no stress.

Just me, this quiet environment and my escape into another world.

Yes, this is perfect.

This is a perfect night for me.

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The Weekend is Over, and Another Week Starts

You have no idea how hard it was for me not to blog at all this weekend. By getting in the groove of writing a post Monday through Friday, I got used to sitting at my computer every night and typing out my thoughts from the day. When Saturday night came around, I felt lost, like I was missing out on seeing a great friend. This blog has in 5 days done something that most people in my life have not been able to do – it has made me trust it completely. This blog has become more than a thing I do each night . . . It has become a friend to me. Is that possible? Can a blog be a friend?

My mind was on a rampage Saturday! Lots of topics to discuss this week ran through my mind . . . And being the slacker I am, I did not write any of the topics down in my notebook. I know! I am a horrible person! I remember two of the ideas, but I cannot remember the others, and it is driving me crazy. You have to realize, though, that is has been a LONG time since I have written like this. My writing has been on hiatus and now, it has come back with a thirsty vengeance. It’s parched and the thirst needs to be quenched.

Unfortunately, writing for the other site did not happen. I am still stuck on a few ideas about it. Oh, and about that short story I wanted to write? It was not something I truly liked, and it eventually got scrapped for the moment. Stories come to me all the time, but the moment I try to get it on paper, it loses its steam, its momentum. Is it me? Am I doubting myself too much as a writer that it is causing me not to be as creative as I believe I can be? Doubt has a way of stopping you from moving forward, and the battle against doubt is never an easy one. It is a battle that must be fought because I am tired of it controlling my life. I need to know if this is something I can accomplish. How can you push through the doubt that parades itself in your head?  Do any of you have ultimate battles with doubt like I do, and if so, how do you come out as the victor?  I need some pointers!

Well,  sleepy time has arrived.  I will see you all tomorrow . . . and I can honestly say that knowing I will be sitting in my chair tomorrow night, typing away my nightly post to you is something I am looking forward to.

Until we meet again tomorrow, sleep well and have wonderful, fantastic dreams of peace and love. For those of you who are in a different time zone, if it is daytime, then have wonderful, fantastic daydreams of peace and love :-)

-Ruby

End of the Week Jams (9-19-14)

So, it is here – the end of the week.  This is also my last post for the week.  I figure blog posts from Monday through Friday would be enough for you.  I also want to work on my other site during the weekend because I think I have a short story itching to come out.  Hahaha – I say that now, and once I sit down to write it, my idea will go poof!   It happens every time.

As my last post of the week, I wanted to share with you what I will be listening to at work to end my week.  Music is awesome and makes the day go by faster. I only have a few songs for the playlist, but they are jams that will definitely get me through the day!

Before I go, I just want to say thanks to everyone who started following me or liked my posts.  It has been a great first week back to blogging, and I do believe I have a lot of sites to check out this weekend!  You all made this week special, and I seriously cannot thank you enough.  You have encouraged me to keep going with blogging and to continue sharing my world with you.  Thank you, thank you, thank you!

Ok – I should go get ready for work.  Have a fantastic weekend and I will see all of you on Monday night!

-Ruby

End of the Week Jams for 9-19-14

I think this little widget only works if you have Spotify, so here is the list in case the link does not work:

Girls Chase Boys – Ingrid Michaelson

Collar Full – Panic! at the Disco

Boom Clap – Charli XCX

Sing – Ed Sheeran

Biggie Bounce – Diplo feat. Annger Dimas and Travis Porter

Miss Alissa – Eagles of Death Metal

Come With Me Now – Kongos

Come Get It Bae – Pharrell

You Make Me (Diplo and Ookay Remix) – Avicii

You’re Doing Great!

One of my closest friends sent the drawing included in this blog to me through email today, and I thought it would be nice to share it with you. Sometimes, words of encouragement can be a major morale booster for people who have been living in a depressed state for awhile. The feeling I got when I opened my email and saw this was elation. I was elated because this means someone thought about me and took the time out of their schedule to send this my way, with hopes of making my day a good one. Well, she did a great job and I thank her for it.

I wish I knew who to give credit to for this drawing. If any of you know where this originated from, please let me know. I would like to give credit where it’s due.

Now, here’s to hoping you have a great day tomorrow as well!

Until we meet again tomorrow, sleep well and have wonderful, fantastic dreams of peace and love :-)

-Ruby

WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT

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Wondrous Wednesdays – The Side Eye and Awesome Observations

Today . . . was the day of the side eye.  Everyone who walked passed me at work received the side eye because I was not in the greatest of moods.

You want me to help you fix the copier? *Side eye*

You need me to retype this document? *Side eye*

I need to pass these flyers out today? *Side eye*

I can no longer work 4 day work weeks AND you are giving away my office?!!!  *THE ULTIMATE SIDE EYE OF ANGST AND ANGER*

Yeah, that happened.  With a new boss comes changes, and with changes comes a very grumpy, on-edge and practically foaming at the mouth kind of Ruby.  I’m ok now, but it was all too much to take in.  I loved (still love) my office and my 4 day work weeks.  Fortunately, both things may not be permanent, so I am good with that.  Even if it is permanent, I will learn to live with it . . . just let me simmer in pain for a few months, and I will be just fine.

So, why is this post called Wondrous Wednesdays?  Since it is Hump Day, that means we have two more days until we are able to reach the best part of the week for those who work or attend school every day – THE WEEKEND!  You know how it is – you start your week on Monday pretty much counting down until Friday.  You try to fit all the fun events and activities you can possibly think of doing on Saturday and Sunday, and wallow in despair on Sunday night because you know you have to start the week all over again.  It’s kind of depressing when you think about it because it really does feel like we are wishing our lives away.  Monday through Thursdays, we sulk throughout the day because we are secretly wishing it was already Friday afternoon.  We don’t do much on those days expect work/go to school, go home, do more work, eat, sleep and the cycle starts all over again the next morning.  Before you realize, the years have gone by and you feel like you have missed out on so many opportunities because you were too busy wishing for the weekend to get here.

Well, I wanted to try to liven up the week and help us remember that each day is important to having an awesome life, not just the two days that close out our week.  On Wednesdays, I want to share good things that have happened during the week that made me notice how wonderful our lives truly are.  For each day of the week, I will jot down the things that catch my attention, and then on Wednesdays, I will share those things with you.  My goal is to get us to notice the little things around us and appreciate them as much as we do the big things.  The little things are what helps us get through the week.  You see what I’m saying?

So, since I just created this tonight, I only have today’s observation to share with you.  By next Wednesday, I will have at least 7 (and it can be more) things to share with you, one (or more) observation per day.  Get it?  Got it?  Good!

Here’s my wondrous observation for the day:

Fall is approaching us.  On my way to the doctor’s office for my appointment, I passed by a tree to my right.  Normally, I do not really pay attention to trees while I am driving, but today I noticed.  The bottom part on this particular tree was still green, but as your eyes looked up, it was about midway that the leaves started turning the official colors of autumn – red and yellow (can I say gold and auburn?).  It was so beautiful and it put a smile on my face.  Knowing most of the trees in the area will be changing colors soon, and following not too far behind is the cool, breezy weather of fall, my mood was a lot better by the time I arrived at my appointment.

See, it’s the little things :-)

Until we meet again tomorrow, sleep tight and have wonderful, fantastic dreams of peace and love :-)

-Ruby